Time flies. Without realizing, another year is ahead.
I was trapped in the jam ( as usual) when heading for work. Just simply put in one of the CD . And this song just started to play ” This i promise you ” .
My favorite song for all time. Emotion is being disrupted. Yeah.It swings me up and down. I can still feel the pain.
Memories were bringing me back to the path where i was trying to avoid and keep away.
Tears were rolling down. I thought i am totally fine. I thought i am ok. Yet, I am still fragile and with broken heart.
” I am truly madly deeply in love with you , this i promise you to be viva forever ”
Sarcastically, it was part of the past. It just leaks out when i am holding on too much to myself.
I cannot deny it, it is just part of me…..
I promise to take good care of my self.
I promise to be the best of me .
I promise to be happy.
I promise to live.
This i promise you …..