生日恐惧

在倒数生日来临前的两天,

突然觉得很慌张。

所有的恐惧感汹涌而来。

这莫名的恐惧,是我没有办法控制。

也许是今年是年除夕的关系吧!

没有办法不呆在家,让我精神有紧绷。

害怕呆在家,害怕有突来的惊喜,

害怕有控制不住的情绪,

然后崩裂…

听着刘若英的《生日快乐》,

眼泪掉了….

 

 

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